Why I don't offer cigarette smoking clips & shows.
Smoking fetish is something I'm asked for on a regular basis and unfortunately; it is something I am unable to offer, with very good reason.
I was previously a smoker and in fact smoked 20 a day for approx 13 years. I regularly had the lectures from non-smokers and like many of those who like to enjoy tobacco; I was always of the school of thought that nothing bad will ever come of it.
All smokers see the the warnings on the packets, notices in the doctor's surgery, the adverts on the TV and we all have the "oh it'll never happen to me" thought. And I continued smoking away, despite these warnings...until My Grandfather was diagnosed with lung-cancer.
My Grandfather had smoked 60 a day from the age of 13. He smoked heavily back in the days when you could buy Woodbine cigarettes. He enjoyed a cigar at Christmas and when he had far too much to drink. He smoked cheap cigarettes that would rip your throat out from the first inhale. He too had the "oh it will never happen to me" mentality - until one day he saw the doctor about a niggling cough - and came out with a diagnosis of terminal lung cancer.
My Grandfather was not exactly what you could call "slim". He would happily polish off a family sized pork pie with lashings of bread and dripping, and think nothing of it. Even when he succumbed to gall stones; he still continued to over-eat (despite during each health scare, promising to throw the chip pan down the back garden.) He had also been diagnosed with carotid artery disease, and still continued to feed the "inner man" as he put it and smoke like a chimney.
In the space of just 4 months, I watched My Grandfather go from a being an overweight 19 stone; to wasting away to a skeleton. I watched him fight to breathe, vomit blood when the cancer spread to his oesophagus and cry in pain when it finally spread to his bones. He had started with two tumours; one the size of a fist in his left lung. The other the size of a golf ball in his right lung.
When the pain could no longer be managed at home; he was moved to a hospice. A proud man; he chose to walk down his garden path one last time, to the awaiting ambulance. He died 4 days later; just a month shy of what would have been his 85th birthday. He was the third person in My family to die of cancer. My great Uncle; My Grandfather's brother (also a smoker), had succumbed to pancreatic cancer many years before. The time between diagnosis and death was just two weeks.
My half-cousin had succumbed to breast cancer previously. The following year; My Aunt succumbed to breast and bone cancer after a short battle. Cancer is obviously prevalent in My family.
So with the death of My Grandfather; I gave up smoking, and switched to vaping. In September 2018; it will be 5 years since I last had a cigarette. While I do occasionally get the odd craving; the memory of My dying Grandfather quickly squashes those cravings until they're gone.
It is for this reason I do not and will not ever offer smoking fetish shows or clips. While there is no conclusive evidence of what actually can trigger cancer; the fact that 5 people in My family have all died of it, is pretty conclusive evidence to not invite the disease in by smoking.
So Smoking Fetish is a hard limit. I'm happy to provide vaping fetish content and sessions; because it has far less risks. But I will not severely risk My health so that you can get off. It's not happening.
For those who do smoke; I hate to be the typical cliched non-smoker, but learn from this. I thought it would never happen to Me. The only reason it hasn't is because it got a bit too close to home for My liking. Never say never.